December 2009

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Does Chemo attract germs?

72293.fullI’ve been zapped.  I didn’t go to the germ-ridden book club, nor to the crowded streets, nor take public transportation.  I didn’t go to crowded openings nor crowded theatres.  Nonetheless I have a chest infection.  And guess what I get to take? An antibiotic and the side effects are….wait for it….the big D.  (diarrhea).  And even better news… it can happen two weeks after you stop taking the drug.  Wow, I haven’t had the big D in at least three or four days and now I can look forward to having it soon again.  Whoopee!

Just got a call from the National Health Service and need to come in for my flu shot and my swine flu shots. I thought chemo and jabs didn’t mix. Wrong again. The problem is how much protection do we need?  Second problem when does all this protection start to turn against us?

Apparently because we are having Chemo we are at high risk!   We are at high risk of everything and anything happening to us. (Not to mention that we already have Cancer).    Chemo fog could mean that we cross the street when the little red man is blinking instead of the little green man.  Gone.  We need to Xmas shop and could go bankrupt pushing the wrong buttons when internet shopping.  (The other day I caught myself ordering something in pounds when I thought it was dollars: big difference)  We could get lost in a list of Barbie dolls.

Everything has potential danger.  So because my grandchildren are coming from New York to London next week, I have not gone out. I hope they get rid of their chicken pox before they come. (Just kidding)

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This is The Marylebone, but not the same surroundings

This is The Marylebone, but not the same surroundings

The flu season is with us. Even the vaccines have several names and that mean more decisions. There is the Swine flu jab and plain old flu jab called the seasonal flu vaccine. Which do we take when we are having Chemo? Both or none. Who do we ask? Our oncologist, the NHS, the daycare centre, the center for disease control, the world health organization,the internet, our best friend, our mother (mines out of it, she’s no longer with us)?

My book club is meeting today but I received two protective warning emails from 2 of our 7 participants. Here are some of the reasons they said I shouldn’t go;                               Shingles,

Chickenpox

Bad cold or flu

The others be damned they are thought to be able to handle these problems.

I wonder about going to the theater, or movies or public transportation . There is a cough coming from my friend in the other room.  Should I run for my life?

The problem is with the Swine flu jab and the Seasonal flu jab.  I wonder who knows if we should have all of these  and Chemo. too. Should we go full hog and have them both in one day? How about the same day as the Chemo?  The side effects according  to one internet site is  a drowsy and nauseating feeling in the body. The vaccinated people have complained about high fevers, shivers, digestion problems , and  achy muscles, and the question I ask is ‘ do we need this in our lives, now?  If we took them all together would we have all the side effects at one time and be done with it.  It fortunately is Friday night and I have the weekend to make up my mind.  What about one or the other or neither?

I’m in a noisy Friday night cocktail lounge writing my blog with the help of my one a week cocktail, called The Marylebone, after the area I live in London.  It says on the menu that it is Tanqueray 10, Pomegranate juice, red grapefruit juice , and Seville orange Marmalade.  I will let you know how it tastes if I ever get it.  The answer to the jabs should be clearer after I have had this special substance.  It is served  in a martini glass, very cold and an orange peel floating in it.  I can taste the gin, and maybe the grapefruit juice.  Don’t know about the Pomegranate or the orange marmalade. Have to trust them on that but I’m no taste expert. I think this is the smallest most expensive cocktail I’ve ever had.  I don’t think there is anything as expensive as pomegranate juice in it or as marmalade. Is pomegranate juice more expensive than gin these days.  Wouldn’t surprise me. It will no doubt be good for my flu symptoms when I get them

Before substance, I think that life being what it is, I have a greater probability of seasonal flu than something as exotic as swine flu.  (unless swine relates to difficult people rather than pigs).  I kid you not there was an art exhibit at a very fancy London gallery called White Cube which featured several live ‘swine flu’ pigs from China.  Maybe that’s where it comes from.. art installations.

I think I’ve decided on seasonal flu jab first. I bet my NHS practice has run out by now, so I should be safe.  They asked me to come in months ago, but I was in the middle of diagnosis anxiety.   Time to get the check. Now is moment of flu anxiety and it is getting crowded here.  Time to go home, avoiding every cougher and sniffler on the street.

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Up, up and away

aaa2After two days in bed the outside world is exciting.  Xmas lights, trees, and crowds back in the shops it is all up beat.

Went to Sotheby’s café and met a friend and her daughter and didn’t know that the auctions today were old masters.  It is a good place for people watching and you don’t have to bid on anything.  You can have a browse around free.  I think the café was not busy because the buyers ran to Christies where they had a record Rembrandt on sale.

Went running home, trying to beat the big D.  Suddenly had a desire to cook brisket.  I’ve never done that before but now I have, with 36 garlic cloves. (Don’t know who is going to eat it)  For some reason the butcher only charged me £1.50 for tripe, when I bought calves liver.  I think he felt sorry for me.  At the checkout counter I was leaning on the cash register and the cashier asked me if I was all right.  Time to go home.

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High Anxiety

jessicaalba5_762x900imagesHow fast can you go from everything is fine to high anxiety?  I bet I can do it in under five minutes.  Last night, I made myself some cheese and crackers and went back to bed, hoping the mouse who lives in my flat would not smell the cheese.  (London has mice)  Five minutes after finishing the cheese I decided I couldn’t breathe.  Then I decided in the nanosecond that the cancer had gone to my lungs.  Zip, zap –right to the lungs.  I thought maybe I should go to the hospital and check in but didn’t have the energy.  When the anxiety cooled, another ten minutes, I thought maybe I should try some ventalin, which I keep for asthma. Well it was the fastest cure for lung cancer anyone could ever imagine.  I rarely take tamazepam because I associate it with highly anxious mental patients but on this occasion it seemed appropriate.  And off to sleep I went.

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Blog up and running

laughter-cartoon-1I spent a long day and night getting the blog online and despite several problems that remain it is up and running.  I must say that it has given me a new lease on my 4-in-the-morning life.  One blog up and I am starting to get responses and I look forward to a most rewarding therapeutic activity.

I received a wonderful link from Ann Somers that I include below.  It is a great effort to raise money for a cancer hospital.. Enjoy.  There is a group here that is raising money by having people find sponsors so that they can skydive.  This seems so much safer.

When the video gets 1 million hits, Medline will be making a huge contribution to the hospital, as well as offering free mammograms for the community. Please check it out. It’s an easy and great way to donate to a wonderful cause, and who hasn’t been touched by breast cancer?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OEdVfyt-mLw

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